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Reflections & Replacements

by Waterfall Strainer

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1.
Helium Chest 03:05
I tongued in between my teeth as I watched the two lovers become one. I smiled over my teeth and enjoyed both their idiosyncrasies. I fussed in my pocket with the candy wrapper in between my fingers. It tasted sweet in my mouth but burned in my stomach on the way down. Now I sit and watch the rain with morning up filling my helium chest. Why do I have to know where I’m going with so many beautiful—beautiful ways to get lost?
2.
Ideas 04:05
I woke up and the house was being lifted by a hand. I saw the dark creased fingers from my window. There's nothing that memorable from the time we fell asleep and I drove home in a panic thinking about how . . . You would always be the one to tell me when it was time I had to leave, and I never had anywhere good to be. So I fell in love with ideas of who you could make me into. The growling of the bed sheets roared under your thighs Light blinked for me but only when I dreamt I lost my mind. Winter ghost haunted my paranoid thoughts on nights that changed the way we spoke to each other. That was the last I heard of what you thought about me, and it was the last time that I ever thought of you— the way we were so poisonous to each other. So I fell out of love with ideas of who you made me into.
3.
I may be nothing like how the way that I used to be now. and you may be nothing like how the way that you used to be now. There were songs in my bones when we used to make love but they sounded nothing like this. I may be nothing like how who you thought I was and you may be nothing like how who I thought you were. There were songs in my bones when we used to make love but they sounded nothing like this.
4.
Savior 03:27
She’s no savior even though she looked like one when we were both eighteen. Now I am bashfully sleeping and dreaming up —but I am not her man. The space under my nails holds dirt. Albeit, my hands stay idle and mad. From now on everyone else will just be me trying to recreate her. I am still just a camera with a lens that gets wiped clean. The space under my nails holds dirt. Albeit, my hands stay idle and mad. There were Winters when I did things for myself, only to impress her —working into late hours, going home to hot showers —sipping on my thoughts of spring, and what there would be for us to do.
5.
Dog Pt. II 02:59
She sat down to speak with me— through her coffee mug— and I said how I have been guilty; of mythologizing your love, of letting it slip from me, of neglecting my mind and body. She says time is like a bear without a fish, it’s hungry— and it's not to be feared, it should be forgotten. I'm her dog and she's shoving my nose in all of my mistakes.
6.
Pixels 02:36
Blowing smoke into dresser draws. Piercing the air with cologne, it's dark and you're stoned alone. There's nothing worth seeing. The TV turns your face blue. Tomorrow there's nothing to do. She's so Pantone pretty, with her mouth open slightly, she pretends to look at me but she's only pixels.
7.
Sand 01:56
She said she has found the song that she wants to die to. So she listens to it all the time. It's the only thing that seems to calm her down. It’s often becomes the soundtrack to when she asks God about natural disasters, but tonight she just lies down wistfully. She’s a figure 8, in a desert landscape, as the sand moves into the lower half of the hourglass.
8.
Around 04:34
He says "Kid you gotta be mean if you ever wanna be free and finally stop dreaming catastrophically." So I took his advice, and I got mean. I tried to explain why, but pulsated it 'round about, and slurred syllables were all you could make out. That's when I saw everyone I've ever known turn to stone— except for you for the moment when I tasted you. But you could have been someone else at any other time, and I was who you made me into. But I swear I could bury the good times in the ground If I could try to forget them and hope someday they'll be around.
9.
Sameness 04:34
I’m still doing the same things. Still wearing the same shirts, and I don’t wanna change. But I’ve changed in every way. Don’t have the same friends. Don’t worry about the future. Don’t stop until I’m done . . . Getting lost inside of my own head, Feeling around in the dark. I’m still playing the same songs, hung up on the same girl, and I don’t wanna change. But I’ve changed in every way. Discomfort like a car salesmen. And I feel to embarrassed to . . . Tell the people that I miss, that I miss them. So I’m getting lost inside my own head. Feeling around in the dark. Fetching myself a glass of morning juice and strangling the carton into my cup. The truth is I want to be rock and roll but I don’t have the energy. Nor am I like my father or my father’s father. I’m just tired. Tired of . . . Getting lost inside my own head. Feeling around in the dark, for the girl I can't stop singing about, and the friends that may or may not miss me. So I pouring out my glass of precious memories and I'm trying to start new.
10.
New years day was when I rushed to open the car door, and puke onto the New Jersey grass. Last year we spent the night at your parents house, where we watched movies alone, sprawled out on the couch. Not I'm back in this college town where I wake up to white streets from my window and sirens pulling me out of my dreams. November fifth was when I rushed to open the car door, after almost arriving at the wrong house. I miss the times when you would get so mad at me sitting in the passenger seat. You kept silent. Not I'm back in this college town where I swear I will be sick 'til spring, with sirens pulling me out of my dreams.
11.
You say you hate killing bugs, but I've seen you slap a mosquito on your thy. His guts infused with your gold summer skin, and you just hate to see things go and die. I watched you taking care of the old, and saying goodbye to a close friend, but you haven't changed your expression because it will be alright again. You don't give a shit about politics, but with the things that mean something to you you get so viciously passionate— always pause to bite your bottom lip, and when you talk you kind of spit. Always trying to be more reckless, while claiming to be boring. So you drink until lively, or until rooms (and friends) are spinning.

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released December 18, 2015

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